February 28, 2012

Romeo and Juliet

"Romeo, o Romeo. Wherefore art thou Romeo? Deny thy father and refuse thy name."
Those are probably my favorite lines of literature because they portray a love like no other. Literally like no other. I've never heard of a couple lying about their marriage and then killing themselves because one died. Juliet faked her death and then Romeo thought she was actually dead and killed himself. Juliet woke up and saw him dead and decided to kill herself. Is that love or what. Or what. They were impulsive, irrational, and immature. The triple - i. Romeo loved with his eyes, not his heart, and Juliet was uncertain of his love for her. We all think it's a beautiful yet tragic love story that we all wish we had, kinda. But it's not. It shows major human flaws, leading to our downfalls. And no one mentions that fact that Juliet was only 13 when she married Romeo. It just shows how immature they were in thinking they could get married and hide it from their families who were at feud with each other. My poor modern-day Juliet is at home, heart broken over her Romeo. Their love wasn't one to be publicized even to the ones closet to them. And now look where they are. Not talking to each other; she's done with him. Love isn't an easy thing and with all these examples of it everywhere, we believe it's always easy and perfect. But sometimes we end up hurting the ones we love the most, like Romeo and Juliet did.
"For never was a story of more woe than this of Juliet and her Romeo."

precious phrases that run through my mind (maybe not that precious)

i have many thoughts every day so i thought i'd let you in on some things i think about everyday:
awkward limb! hey hannah, do u wanna go to the movies with me tonight? i do. And the winner of America's Got Talent is.... Hannah Corley! i love him with all my heart, but he doesn't love me back. why is life so complicated? she is such a female dog! :) life sucks. i hope i didn't fail that quiz/test! i love him. i am a princess and i will stab you with this pencil! i hate my thighs. i need music. where's my phone? i love him. i need gum! (enter catchy song lyrics here). where has the economy gone? i wish i was president so i could fix everything. i still love him no matter what.  

February 27, 2012

For Logan

wow blogging is very therapeutic. never would've guessed i'd like to write. anyway i can't stop thinking about life and everything going on. it keeps me up at night sometimes. so much is going on and i'm even involved in things that aren't going on in my life, trying to help my friends and such with their issues. wow they have a lot :).but what's a girl gonna do when a guy she cares about and likes tells her he loved someone else. harsh right. even the people we care most about hurt us. it makes me think what people will do. why must we be so insensitive and impulsive. love isn't what it used to be. but we just have to keep our heads high and listen to our hearts because at the end of the day, that's what will give us the best advice.


High school isn't much different from middle school, just the more and harder work. Oh and the guys aren't any more mature either.:) anyway the topic on my mind the most lately has been love. i mean it's kinda hard to avoid. there's a guy in my life that i have liked for 3 years and he barely knows i exist. i think i might love him even though he's cocky, arrogant, and sometimes a douchebag. he's also in love with this other girl. boy do i now how to pick 'em. why do we always fall for the one we can't have? why do we fall and aren't caught? why, for once, can't life just go the way we want it to? these things run through my mind all day, every day and i can't stop wondering. i'm stuck on a guy i'll probably never get but i can't move on. why does God put people like that in our lives is it to test us, or show us what we can't and will never have? to get him or get over him would mean the world to me. he takes up most of my thoughts every day and i cry for him. he's broken my heart even though i've never had him. is that love or just not getting what you want and getting upset over it? great more things to ponder about. i'll write more later. thanks for reading my ranting.